Sorry

I'm sorry that I haven't talked to you guys lately. I was reading a lot of books and I was traveling a lot. I've had a lot of trouble with my ex. We're still friends but I want us to be more than that. I'm trying to get it into her head that she has absolute power over me. The only problem is that she never really gives me a strait answer; she almost always says mabey. Whenever she doesn't say mabey, she gives me the silent treatment. Its agonizing!!!!! If you want to hear about how i'm doing, check out my new blog.